May 5, 2024
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The mongoloid kid on the other side of my wall wont stop running up and down the whole damn house which, along with my head, THROBS by his every retarded stomp. Take him outside, I say to the ceiling. Take him outside, I say to the wall. I’m not just making assumptions about his health. These neighbors used to have a young black guy come and play with the boy every Tuesday afternoon. I’d listen to the whole “session” from my window. Wondered if it was some kind of early racial training. They’re the type to do stuff like that. Wear masks in their own backyard during the pandemic into which the poor child was born. Brow beaten, milk white types. I came to believe that the black guy who played with their kid (as the mother watched silently) was actually more for the mother, to teach her how to not have such a stick up her ass. A stick rubbed to a nub by cocktails of psychiatric medication she is (probably) on to keep her own walls from throbbing.
Day or two after she gave birth, I was cornered by her on my own damn porch. She was shouting up at me as if I was Juliet, except I was a few feet away. She detailed for me (and the whole street) what it was like to give birth. Her eyes went aflame as she spoke of her “calm” doctors, the “pressure inside” her guts before she was knocked out, the skin on her thighs “stretched beyond what is considered normal.” The husband - half her size - tried to interject, and I pretended it was all unnoticeable, her face red in sweat saying, “I WISH I HAD KNOWN NOBODY WOULD BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I WOKE UP! It was very odd! To be so alone!” They’d only moved in a few months earlier so the husband was pretty embarrassed, I guess.
But we all squared up a year later, when these same neighbors were the ones I called on the day my own mental bedazzlements threatened to turn (I believed) into a real heart attack. They brought me water, vitamins, even took my blood pressure and didn’t ask where my girlfriend had gone.
So I haven’t complained about every morning being march of the mongoloids neither. They’d just cage the poor bastard up even more. So I keep my mouth shut about it. Redirect the hose here. Little mongoloid piece of shit motherf