The Loneliness of the Big Dick Suntanner

Dirty looks at the bake sale. Neighbors won’t let me forget. They don’t appreciate how quiet I am now. Nothing but silent smoke billowing out my wide open windows as i listen to their children become them.
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Two overstoned jews ignoring the tickertapes of disaster which run like ribbons beneath their every encounter.
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Ribbons of olive green shit come oozing like churro dough from my asshole.
Sometimes the sentences are so beautiful
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The loneliness of the big dick suntanner
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Her skin strips my eyes
Of sunblock
And replaces them with mangos, film of
Weakly Spoken Sweetness
Well fucked, struggling
Unloved, writing
Coming up dumb
All ass
All over again
Seen must mean, Sedated
The Indian Man and I locked eyes at the moment he spoke the name of that saint in the grocery store. It was too intense and I had to look away from him.
under the Mexican new-moon
trying not be too bent
Saying
Spoon me?
Spoon me in the mausoleum?