JIMMY KOMMA'S SEVEN-PART FIRE-DIARY SIDE-NOTE

PT. 6

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Jimmy stared at his desk, piled in shit.
He went online, paid her parking ticket. “Cool to pay it, but never say it..."

He needed her to call
to give him some shit
for burning down LA
he deserved it

“Why is it that when someone doesn’t call me back, they are instantly labeled a cunt-whore? But one call, one kind word, O, how fast I will erase the whole scoreboard…”

“Something About You Belongs In Jail…”
she said.

One night in the kitchen talking about women and eating chicken, Syd Nesh told Teen Jimmy a tale about the ’94 LA Quakes:
Syd was awakened one night by a strange vision.
The next day, he outfitted his 4Runner in cop spotlights, blackened the windows,
installed gorilla-sized tires, and racks for sports gear he would never stack.
Syd did all this, without knowing why. “Until the night the LA Quakes came,” Syd said, tears of the memory in his eyes.
He was able to rescue all of his girlfriends,
Saving toys for their kids
while he fucked their moms’ tits
“—during an 8.7 quake, boy o boy… It made even my oldest exes feel extraordinary again…”

Jimmy Komma drives his 1999 “creme beem” into a storm of orange embers that look like 10 million bugs on fire.
All bugs are ruled by one spirit, said Rudolf Steiner.
Meanwhile, Jimmy Komma turns on his windshield wipers.

He pretends the ashes are snowflakes on a New Mexican road in the year 2000 where he once picked up a lost white dog with his first, probably last love.

Being an actor has taught Jimmy Komma how to kill things about himself.
But it has also showed him how to renew things he should kill.
Such as his Cool
However, in real crisis,
Seeing Everything As One Big Movie
Does Prove Kinda Useful

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“Instead of smoking that cigarette,
I should have kissed her on that tree we climbed,
I want to say that tree was pine
But I wasn’t paying any attention
i didnt know it was the last time...
Eaton Canyon would be alive
All I could see was the movie in my mind
I get like that sometimes..."